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Okay so I'm getting a new ipod if I can think of 200 songs I really like so now that I have 185 songs down I'm using this online random number generater tio do this again... Also if you even looked at this you are now challanged to do the same just open up your inventory of songs on your ipod or make a list and randomly select one song for each! Opening Credits: Ten Thousand Fists- Disturbed This is a good opening for me Waking Up: St. Jimmy- Greenday WOW dead on so far First Day At School: if you love someone set them on fire- dead milkman Really good so.... I mean *Hides gas tank behind back* I don't want to light my friends on fir

I personaly beleive that everything will work out. Tears do nothing but I am going to work harder at being nicer to people.

My Grandma just died. She died about two weeks ago, I'm not over her death at all I'm trying to just deal with it but its hard, I usually deal with things with humour but it doesn't work because if i make a joke about it a feel like crying. I wish I spent more time with her, because she was a crazy old lady and I had her sense of humour. she was 82 years old. She died over a week and was in hospital and my dad never called me. I rarely see him as it is and due to years of smoking is breathing with the help of oxygen tanks so he couldn't go see her because of a weak immune system and didn't get to see his mom before she died, he is in major de